THE HEART OF THE SPRING
Averyoldman,whosefacewasalmostasfleshlessasthefootofabird,satmeditatingupontherockyshoreoftheflatandhazel?coveredislewhichfillsthewidestpartoftheLoughGill.Arusset?facedboyofseventeenyearssatbyhisside,watgtheswallowsdippingforfliesiillwater.Theoldmanwasdressedinthreadbarebluevelvet,andtheboyworeafriezecoatandabluecap,andhadabouthisneckarosaryofbluebeads.Behiwo,andhalfhiddenbytrees,wasalittlemonastery.IthadbeenburneddownalongwhilebeforebysacrilegiousmenoftheQueensparty,buthadbeenroofedahrushesbytheboy,thattheoldmanmightfierinhislastdays.Hehadhisspade,however,intothegardenaboutit,andtheliliesandtherosesofthemonkshadspreadoutuntiltheirfusedluxuriaandmihthenarrowingcircleofthefern.Beyondtheliliesandtherosesthefernsweresodeepthatachildwalkingamongthemwouldbehiddenfromsight,eventhoughhestooduponhistoes;andbeyondthefernrosemanyhazelsandsmalloaktrees.
Master,saidtheboy,thislongfasting,andthelabourofbeingafternightfallwithyourrodofquiwoodtothebeingswhodwelliersandamongthehazelsandoak?trees,istoomuchforyourstrength.Restfromallthislabourforalittle,foryourhandseemedmoreheavyuponmyshoulderandyourfeetlesssteadyunderyouto?daythanIhaveknownthem.Mensaythatyouareolderthantheeagles,ayouwillherestthatbelongstoage.Hespokeinaneager,impulsiveway,asthoughhisheartwereinthewordsandthoughtsofthemoment;andtheoldmanansweredslowlyanddeliberately,asthoughhisheartwereindistantdaysanddistantdeeds.
IwilltellyouwhyIhavenotbeeorest,hesaid.Itisrightthatyoushouldknow,foryouhaveservedmefaithfullythesefiveyearsandmore,ahaffe,takingawaytherebyalittleofthedoomoflonelinesswhichalwaysfallsuponthewise.Now,too,thattheendofmylabourariumphofmyhopesisathand,itisthemoreneedfulforyoutohavethisknowledge.
Master,donotthinkthatIwouldquestionyou.Itisformetokeepthefirealight,achcloseagainsttherain,andstrohewindblowitamorees;anditisformetotaketheheavybooksfromtheshelves,andtoliftfromitserthegreatpaintedrollwiththeheSidhe,andtopossessthewhileanincuriousandrevere,fhtwellIknowthatGodhasmadeoutofHisabundanceaseparatewisdomforeverythingwhichlives,andtodothesethingsismywisdom.
Youareafraid,saidtheoldman,andhiseyesshohamomentaryanger.
Sometimesatnight,saidtheboy,whenyouarereading,withtherodofquiwoodinyourhand,Ilookoutofthedoorandsee,nreymandrivingswineamongthehazels,andnowmanylittlepeopleinredcapswhoeoutofthelakedrivinglittlewhitecowsbeforethem.Idoheselittlepeoplesomuchasthegreyman;for,whentheyehehouse,theymilkthecows,andtheydrihingmilk,aodandIknowthereisgoodintheheartthatlovesdang;butIfearthemforallthat.
Ahetallwhite?armedladieswhoeoutoftheair,andmoveslowlyhitherandthither,ingthemselveswiththerosesorwiththelilies,andshakingabouttheirlivinghair,whichmoves,forsoIhaveheardthemtelleachother,withthemotionoftheirthoughts,nowspreadingoutandnowgatheringclosetotheirheads.Theyhavemild,beautifulfaces,but,Aengus,sonofForbis,Ifearallthesebeings,IfearthepeopleofSidhe,aheartwhichdrawsthemaboutus.
Why,saidtheoldman,doyoufeartheagodswhomadethespearsofyourfathersfatherstobestoutinbattle,alepeoplewhocameatnightfromthedepthofthelakesandsangamongthecricketsupontheirhearths?Andinourevildaytheystillwatchoverthelovelinessoftheearth.ButImusttellyouwhyIhavefastedandlabouredwhenotherswouldsinkintothesleepofage,forwithoutyourhelponcemoreIshallhavefastedandlabouredtonogoodend.Whenyouhavedoneformethislastthing,youmaygoandbuildyourcottageandtillyourfields,andtakesomegirltowife,andfettheagods.Ihavesavedallthegoldandsilverpiecesthatweregiventomebyearlsandknightsandsquiresforkeepingthemfromtheevileyeandfromthelove?weavingentmentsofwitches,andbyearlsandknightsandsquiresladiesforkeepingthepeopleoftheSidhefrommakingtheuddersoftheircattlefalldry,andtakierfromtheirs.Ihavesaveditallforthedaywhenmyworkshouldbeatanend,andnowthattheendisathandyoushallnotlackfoldandsilverpieoughtomakestrongtheroof?treeofyourcottageandtokeepcellarandlarderfull.Ihavesoughtthroughallmylifetofindthesecretoflife.Iwasnothappyinmyyouth,forIkhatitwouldpass;andIwasnothappyinmymanhood,forIkhatagewasing;andsoIgavemyself,inyouthandmanhoodahesearchfreatSecret.Ilongedforalifewhoseabundancewouldfillturies,Isedthelifeoffourscorewinters.Iwouldbe??nay,Iwillbe!??liketheAGodsoftheland.Ireadinmyyouth,inaHebrewmanuscriptIfoundinaSpanishmohatthereisamomentaftertheSueredtheRamandbeforehehaspassedtheLion,whichtrembleswiththeSongoftheImmortalPowers,andthatwhosoeverfindsthismomentandlistenstotheSongshallbeeliketheImmortalPowersthemselves;IcamebacktoIrelandandaskedthefairymen,andthecow?doctors,iftheyknewwhenthismomentwas;butthoughallhadheardofit,therewasnonecouldfindthemomentuponthehlass.SoIgavemyselftomagidspentmylifeinfastingandinlabourthatImightbringtheGodsandtheFairiestomyside;andnowatlastoheFairieshastoldmethatthemomentisathand.One,whoworeareddwhoselipswerewhitewiththefrothofthenewmilk,whispereditintomyear.Tomorrow,alittlebeforethecloseofthefirsthourafterdawn,Ishallfindthemoment,andthenIwillgoawaytoasouthernlandandbuildmyselfapalaceofwhitemarbleamidetrees,andgatherthebraveandthebeautifulaboutme,aerintotheeternalkingdomofmyyouth.But,thatImayhearthewholeSong,Iwastoldbythelittlefellowwiththefrothofthenewmilkonhislips,thatyoumustbrimassesofgreenboughsandpilethemaboutthedoorandthewindowofmyroom;andyoumustputfreshgreenrushesuponthefloor,andcoverthetableandtherusheswiththerosesandtheliliesofthemonks.Youmustdothisto?night,andinthemattheendofthefirsthourafterdawn,youmusteandfindme.
Willyoubequiteyoungthen?saidtheboy.
Iwillbeasyoungthenasyouare,butnowIamstilloldandtired,andyoumusthelpmetomychairandtomybooks.
WhentheboyhadleftAengussonofForbisinhisroom,andhadlightedthelampwhich,bysometrivahewizards,gaveforthasweetodouraseflowers,hewentintothewoodandbegancuttinggreenboughsfromthehazels,abundlesofrushesfromthewesternborderoftheisle,wherethesmallrocksgaveplacetogentlyslopingsandandclay.Itwasnightfallbeforehehadoughforhispurpose,andwell?nighmidnightbeforehehadcarriedthelastbuspladgonebackfortherosesandthelilies.Itwasohosewarm,beautifulnightswhehingseemscarvedofpreciousstones.
SleuthWoodawaytothesouthlookedasthoughcutoutofgreenberyl,aersthatmirroredthemshonelikepaleopal.Theroseshewasgatheringwerelikeglowingrubies,andthelilieshadthedulllustreofpearl.Everythinghadtakenupohelookofsomethingimperishable,exceptaglow?worm,whosefaintflameburntonsteadilyamongtheshadows,movingslowlyhitherandthither,theonlythingthatseemedalive,theonlythingthatseemedperishableasmortalhope.Theboygatheredagreatarmfulofrosesandlilies,andthrustingtheglow?wormamongtheirpearlandruby,carriedthemintotheroom,wheretheoldmansatinahalf?slumber.Helaidarmfulafterarmfuluponthefloorandabovethetable,andthelyclosingthedoor,threwhimselfuponhisbedofrushes,todreamofapeacefulmanhoodwithhischosehisside,andthelaughterofchildreninhisears.Atdawnherose,adowntotheedgeofthelake,takingthehlasswithhim.Heputsomebreadandaflaskofwiheboat,thathismastermightnotlackfoodattheoutsetofhisjourney,adowntowaituntilthehourfromdawnhadgoneby.
Graduallythebirdsbegantosing,ahelastgrainsofsandwerefalling,everythingsuddenlyseemedtooverflowwiththeirmusic.Itwasthemostbeautifulandlivingmomentoftheyear;onecouldlistentothespribeatinginit.Hegotupaofindhismaster.Thegreenboughsfilledthedoor,aomakeawaythroughthem.Wheeredtheroomthesunlightwasfallinginflickeringcirclesonfloorandwallsandtable,ahingwasfullofsoftgreenshadows.Buttheoldmansatclaspingamassofrosesandliliesinhisarms,andwithhisheadsunkuponhisbreast.Oable,athislefthand,wasaleathernwalletfullofgoldandsilverpieces,asforajourney,andathisrighthandwasalongstaff.Theboytouchedhimandhedidnotmove.Heliftedthehandsbuttheywerequitecold,andtheyfellheavily.
Itwerebetterforhim,saidthelad,tohavetoldhisbeadsandsaidhisprayerslikeanother,andnottohavespenthisdaysinseekingamongsttheImmortalPowerswhathecouldhavefoundinhisowndeedsanddayshadhewilled.Ah,yes,itwerebettertohavesaidhisprayersandkissedhisbeads!Helookedatthethreadbarebluevelvet,andhesawitwascoveredwiththepollenoftheflowers,andwhilehewaslookingatitathrush,whohadalightedamongtheboughsthatwerepiledagainstthewindow,begantosing.松语文学www.16sy.coM免费小说阅读
Master,saidtheboy,thislongfasting,andthelabourofbeingafternightfallwithyourrodofquiwoodtothebeingswhodwelliersandamongthehazelsandoak?trees,istoomuchforyourstrength.Restfromallthislabourforalittle,foryourhandseemedmoreheavyuponmyshoulderandyourfeetlesssteadyunderyouto?daythanIhaveknownthem.Mensaythatyouareolderthantheeagles,ayouwillherestthatbelongstoage.Hespokeinaneager,impulsiveway,asthoughhisheartwereinthewordsandthoughtsofthemoment;andtheoldmanansweredslowlyanddeliberately,asthoughhisheartwereindistantdaysanddistantdeeds.
IwilltellyouwhyIhavenotbeeorest,hesaid.Itisrightthatyoushouldknow,foryouhaveservedmefaithfullythesefiveyearsandmore,ahaffe,takingawaytherebyalittleofthedoomoflonelinesswhichalwaysfallsuponthewise.Now,too,thattheendofmylabourariumphofmyhopesisathand,itisthemoreneedfulforyoutohavethisknowledge.
Master,donotthinkthatIwouldquestionyou.Itisformetokeepthefirealight,achcloseagainsttherain,andstrohewindblowitamorees;anditisformetotaketheheavybooksfromtheshelves,andtoliftfromitserthegreatpaintedrollwiththeheSidhe,andtopossessthewhileanincuriousandrevere,fhtwellIknowthatGodhasmadeoutofHisabundanceaseparatewisdomforeverythingwhichlives,andtodothesethingsismywisdom.
Youareafraid,saidtheoldman,andhiseyesshohamomentaryanger.
Sometimesatnight,saidtheboy,whenyouarereading,withtherodofquiwoodinyourhand,Ilookoutofthedoorandsee,nreymandrivingswineamongthehazels,andnowmanylittlepeopleinredcapswhoeoutofthelakedrivinglittlewhitecowsbeforethem.Idoheselittlepeoplesomuchasthegreyman;for,whentheyehehouse,theymilkthecows,andtheydrihingmilk,aodandIknowthereisgoodintheheartthatlovesdang;butIfearthemforallthat.
Ahetallwhite?armedladieswhoeoutoftheair,andmoveslowlyhitherandthither,ingthemselveswiththerosesorwiththelilies,andshakingabouttheirlivinghair,whichmoves,forsoIhaveheardthemtelleachother,withthemotionoftheirthoughts,nowspreadingoutandnowgatheringclosetotheirheads.Theyhavemild,beautifulfaces,but,Aengus,sonofForbis,Ifearallthesebeings,IfearthepeopleofSidhe,aheartwhichdrawsthemaboutus.
Why,saidtheoldman,doyoufeartheagodswhomadethespearsofyourfathersfatherstobestoutinbattle,alepeoplewhocameatnightfromthedepthofthelakesandsangamongthecricketsupontheirhearths?Andinourevildaytheystillwatchoverthelovelinessoftheearth.ButImusttellyouwhyIhavefastedandlabouredwhenotherswouldsinkintothesleepofage,forwithoutyourhelponcemoreIshallhavefastedandlabouredtonogoodend.Whenyouhavedoneformethislastthing,youmaygoandbuildyourcottageandtillyourfields,andtakesomegirltowife,andfettheagods.Ihavesavedallthegoldandsilverpiecesthatweregiventomebyearlsandknightsandsquiresforkeepingthemfromtheevileyeandfromthelove?weavingentmentsofwitches,andbyearlsandknightsandsquiresladiesforkeepingthepeopleoftheSidhefrommakingtheuddersoftheircattlefalldry,andtakierfromtheirs.Ihavesaveditallforthedaywhenmyworkshouldbeatanend,andnowthattheendisathandyoushallnotlackfoldandsilverpieoughtomakestrongtheroof?treeofyourcottageandtokeepcellarandlarderfull.Ihavesoughtthroughallmylifetofindthesecretoflife.Iwasnothappyinmyyouth,forIkhatitwouldpass;andIwasnothappyinmymanhood,forIkhatagewasing;andsoIgavemyself,inyouthandmanhoodahesearchfreatSecret.Ilongedforalifewhoseabundancewouldfillturies,Isedthelifeoffourscorewinters.Iwouldbe??nay,Iwillbe!??liketheAGodsoftheland.Ireadinmyyouth,inaHebrewmanuscriptIfoundinaSpanishmohatthereisamomentaftertheSueredtheRamandbeforehehaspassedtheLion,whichtrembleswiththeSongoftheImmortalPowers,andthatwhosoeverfindsthismomentandlistenstotheSongshallbeeliketheImmortalPowersthemselves;IcamebacktoIrelandandaskedthefairymen,andthecow?doctors,iftheyknewwhenthismomentwas;butthoughallhadheardofit,therewasnonecouldfindthemomentuponthehlass.SoIgavemyselftomagidspentmylifeinfastingandinlabourthatImightbringtheGodsandtheFairiestomyside;andnowatlastoheFairieshastoldmethatthemomentisathand.One,whoworeareddwhoselipswerewhitewiththefrothofthenewmilk,whispereditintomyear.Tomorrow,alittlebeforethecloseofthefirsthourafterdawn,Ishallfindthemoment,andthenIwillgoawaytoasouthernlandandbuildmyselfapalaceofwhitemarbleamidetrees,andgatherthebraveandthebeautifulaboutme,aerintotheeternalkingdomofmyyouth.But,thatImayhearthewholeSong,Iwastoldbythelittlefellowwiththefrothofthenewmilkonhislips,thatyoumustbrimassesofgreenboughsandpilethemaboutthedoorandthewindowofmyroom;andyoumustputfreshgreenrushesuponthefloor,andcoverthetableandtherusheswiththerosesandtheliliesofthemonks.Youmustdothisto?night,andinthemattheendofthefirsthourafterdawn,youmusteandfindme.
Willyoubequiteyoungthen?saidtheboy.
Iwillbeasyoungthenasyouare,butnowIamstilloldandtired,andyoumusthelpmetomychairandtomybooks.
WhentheboyhadleftAengussonofForbisinhisroom,andhadlightedthelampwhich,bysometrivahewizards,gaveforthasweetodouraseflowers,hewentintothewoodandbegancuttinggreenboughsfromthehazels,abundlesofrushesfromthewesternborderoftheisle,wherethesmallrocksgaveplacetogentlyslopingsandandclay.Itwasnightfallbeforehehadoughforhispurpose,andwell?nighmidnightbeforehehadcarriedthelastbuspladgonebackfortherosesandthelilies.Itwasohosewarm,beautifulnightswhehingseemscarvedofpreciousstones.
SleuthWoodawaytothesouthlookedasthoughcutoutofgreenberyl,aersthatmirroredthemshonelikepaleopal.Theroseshewasgatheringwerelikeglowingrubies,andthelilieshadthedulllustreofpearl.Everythinghadtakenupohelookofsomethingimperishable,exceptaglow?worm,whosefaintflameburntonsteadilyamongtheshadows,movingslowlyhitherandthither,theonlythingthatseemedalive,theonlythingthatseemedperishableasmortalhope.Theboygatheredagreatarmfulofrosesandlilies,andthrustingtheglow?wormamongtheirpearlandruby,carriedthemintotheroom,wheretheoldmansatinahalf?slumber.Helaidarmfulafterarmfuluponthefloorandabovethetable,andthelyclosingthedoor,threwhimselfuponhisbedofrushes,todreamofapeacefulmanhoodwithhischosehisside,andthelaughterofchildreninhisears.Atdawnherose,adowntotheedgeofthelake,takingthehlasswithhim.Heputsomebreadandaflaskofwiheboat,thathismastermightnotlackfoodattheoutsetofhisjourney,adowntowaituntilthehourfromdawnhadgoneby.
Graduallythebirdsbegantosing,ahelastgrainsofsandwerefalling,everythingsuddenlyseemedtooverflowwiththeirmusic.Itwasthemostbeautifulandlivingmomentoftheyear;onecouldlistentothespribeatinginit.Hegotupaofindhismaster.Thegreenboughsfilledthedoor,aomakeawaythroughthem.Wheeredtheroomthesunlightwasfallinginflickeringcirclesonfloorandwallsandtable,ahingwasfullofsoftgreenshadows.Buttheoldmansatclaspingamassofrosesandliliesinhisarms,andwithhisheadsunkuponhisbreast.Oable,athislefthand,wasaleathernwalletfullofgoldandsilverpieces,asforajourney,andathisrighthandwasalongstaff.Theboytouchedhimandhedidnotmove.Heliftedthehandsbuttheywerequitecold,andtheyfellheavily.
Itwerebetterforhim,saidthelad,tohavetoldhisbeadsandsaidhisprayerslikeanother,andnottohavespenthisdaysinseekingamongsttheImmortalPowerswhathecouldhavefoundinhisowndeedsanddayshadhewilled.Ah,yes,itwerebettertohavesaidhisprayersandkissedhisbeads!Helookedatthethreadbarebluevelvet,andhesawitwascoveredwiththepollenoftheflowers,andwhilehewaslookingatitathrush,whohadalightedamongtheboughsthatwerepiledagainstthewindow,begantosing.松语文学www.16sy.coM免费小说阅读